Wolf_Blossom
*ish gonna be offline again*
Location: Philippines
Occupation: IE 4th year student
Faves: green, wolf, Hunter x Hunter, etc.
~♥ Avatar art by Aye
~♥ Wolf cub art by Chich
~♥ 2009 Bday gift art by Karin
â—„----- 2010 Bday gift art by Karin
QUOTE FOR THE DAY:
"We learn in the past, but we are not the result of that.
We suffered in the past, loved in the past, cried and
laughed in the past, but that's of no use to the present.
The present has its challenges, its good and bad side.
We can neither blame nor be grateful to the past for
what is happening now. Each new experience of love has
nothing to do with past experiences.
It's always new."
- Paulo Coelho (Aleph)
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Join date:September 8, 2008 (15 years ago)
Profile last edited:October 5, 2019
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Last logged in:January 23, 2013
Birthday:May 25
If what I say is useless then why bother talking to me? Why continue speaking with me if all you're going to say is that what I say is useless. That's just pointing out that I should be mute because I can't do a damn thing to matter or make my words have any sort of power.
Done and proved themselves? They only have themselves to prove but the world was built to look around at that and not on the inside unless showing their guts is something. Just because the reasons are textbook for "the greater good" I will not accept such things if they can't be a person or prove they are a person.
Acceptance and faith aren't things to exist easily. Accepting blindly might as well be a sin. Faith is just misguided light. Why follow any of that when there's nothing visible at the end except for the feeling of loss.
A nice convo doesn't involve any sort of Reverse, draw back, in the middle. You keep making that present as if you never learned anything. Or is it being ignorant to learn? If you are busy then I would have taken it. I just didn't care for that artist comment of "making items" if it just summons the image of that show off.
I want to think that my point of view matters because they disagree with everything about my view. Why do I have to be completely wrong and they have to look completely right? When some outsider wants to take a moment to view things, they would side with the other person.
If you want to speak with me, are you really listening? You do make points that makes it look like you are but when I'm fed with more success life stories then what's the point of listening any more? It's not like anything that happened to you to make you a better person is going to happen to me.
If you didn't want me to believe in things then why bring in stuff like faith and believe? That are strong values that can be suppressing because of their large importance. My largest value is free time and being able to just escape to my secondary smaller world. But with my smaller world falling apart, I'd rather lose my emotions with it before returning to the real world as a worker drone.
Respecting is one thing but what happened here is like showing a large batch of balloons in my face. I can't stand them batting me and more just keep at it when I want them away for a safe distance to view than being up close and in my face to hate them enough to pop them all.
If pixel-ling is all you do besides other computer art then that's fine as just saying "busy work" but you're utterly missing the point of what I said. If you say you "are busy" then that is fine and I can take that. But I'm not some uber pixel person like Chich or the other artists of this site so I don't really care if you're telling me "I'm off to pixel" as if your secret message is taunting me with your skills.
Can't say I've been having too much fun with my offline days... I'm graduating this Friday, so there's been a lot of things going on in preparation. ^^;; Luckily after that there will be a few parties, so hopefully that will be fun. :D
How have you been? :3
Almost everyone I know in RL spells my name with a C instead of a K~ xD
And one guy in my form keeps calling me Clara D<
Lolness, sorry, I'm rambling ^^
What mistake is to recognize? It's not like people will tell me otherwise and you're only seeing one side and that side I use because the other sides failed in different times and areas of similar events in different communities. With that info in my head, why should I bother trying them here? And for that authoritative voice is to stand out. If I speak like some normal person then no one would really look my way because there will ALWAYS be some stupid little friend of theirs around and all the attention will go to the friend. OR, because whatever I say it something complex for their mind, they pick the easy way out and flat out ignore me because of their ignorance to think up anything to say.
Even if you were there, I'd rather have you sit out as a person. Be since you're an admid then fine. If you were there then do whatever. Everyone else wanted to but in when they weren't needed and cry the "you're not cooperative" when I wanted them out to settle it my way.
I graduate tonight actually... and I'm a bit nervous actually... Knowing my friend Erin and I, we're going to mess up marching again somehow. Parties are fun, so far I've been to 1 and I have at least 3 more I know I'm going to... One being mine. xD
Aww! Still sick? I really hope you get better soon! I hope the meds work too... When I took meds for a cold once I had an allergic reaction which made things that much worse. D: I am doing good, though as said before... very nervous. Lol
What is there to work out if people can't bother to stand their ground and work it out further outside of pressing their own ideas and completely ignoring mine. You're not controlling me but I get the feeling from other people that try to interfear to pressure my moves. These so called parents are the same only their real messages are within that pressure. The option of facing them is impossible because they'll jump the gun like everyone else and won't listen.
I don't care if that tone backfires. If I say "I'm angry at ____", I won't be taken seriously. I already explained to you that but what's the point in remembering like most other things I say. They don't have a "meaning" to "worth" anything to be remembered.
I didn't see everyone wanting to help and stick with helping. Just forced ideals. Only ones that did help are the random one time people that think all they need to say is one thing. Even if that one thing is supportive, the other side doesn't see their words as anything. They want to use their views even if a random person from the peanut gallery says something. I doubt they know a full idea what was going on but their minor one second roles and those two loose cannons were more than your family stories.
If you knew those actually involved have a final say, why can't the others bother to learn from that?
Good for you on your new term but I don't care. Hate my own college so I don't want to hear anything about success in that inviroment. Share it with someone else that enjoys that horrible place.
¬_¬'' How could you... xD
I kept telling him during RE that my name was Kara (no "l" and with a "k" xD) and he was like, "Oh. Whoops.". It was kinda funny! xD
Yeah, but I DO like the name Clara, it's pretty! =^w^=
Woah, I moan a lot nowadays~ ^^;;
Aww, poor Wolfy! How do they pronounce it? ^^
>'3
only this week??? e_e
i want a snow battle for my coffe xD remember our battle in kofk??? xD
http://es.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archivo:Chinese-phoenix-from-nanning.jpg
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Fenghuang.JPG
Thanks~ >3 Your profile is nicer~! x'3
You'd better get well~ Or I'll bite you till you get better~ >B Hehe~
Oh... Chili peppers do help cure colds... >3
I'm also a fan of Hunter x Hunter~ >3 Hehe~
Togashi rocks~ x'D
Have you ever been to Vietnam? x'3
Oh? An event? What kind? :D Events there are probably different then from here. xD;
Didn't think you'd pull that sort of thing and it rather hurts of you to do that. But then again, it's not like you really give a cent of my side.
Thoughts don't really matter is nothin happens by them. Your view of thoughts might as well be like the dreams we'll never remember by the time we wake up. They don't matter, even if they occrued and could be life changing but if there was nothing in the aftermath to stay important then what use is there?
All your last post did is just sting with "I will support my friends because I know them longer". I think you lost the meaning of being a visitor too.
Things that matter to you DON'T MEAN SQUAT to me. Nothing like that has happened to me so why should I care about an experience that never occurred?
You care? Certainly didn't give much impression from that long post of sticking to your "close friends". Your view closely regards to your "friends" unless you can't clearly separate them.
I'm not sharing the meaning of a visitor. Figure it out yourself of why a visitor chooses to visit places, their reasons behind going anywhere at all, and other factors.
Ah ok. ^^ And not right now there isn't. But there will be quite a few once summer really starts.
It somehow makes me think that it also matches with your character. x'D
I have holy bites~ 8D
Well... Chily peppers don't really cure, but they do help~ >3 *Or it maybe be cause I think so. O_o 'Cause my sister used to force me eat them when I was sick. O-o*
*shakes hands*
Mine's Killua~ >3 Illumi, Hisoka and Kurapika are nice too~ [I know... I'm greedy. x'D]
I also like YYH, too. x'3
Oh, I see. x'D
If you come, tell me. >3 I'll give you a tour so that you will see things you can never anywhere else. >3
Hehe~
*hugs*
Well... I don't really know if chili can really cure colds, but there's one thing I know for sure: It scared me. x"< Sis made me eat lots of them, and since they were so spicy, I kept drinking water. And.... x"< [I guess you know what happened next?]
Things got much more annoying especially when my sis stayed in the bathroom for like... an hour bathing. x'< So I had to run upstairs and downstairs countless times... x'<
Umh~ x'D
Lots of people like Killua and Kurapika for their coolness~
Well... there's one character I hate a little... x"<
He's Killua's brother, the one that tortured him... Hm...
x'D
And oh... I'm afraid eggshell painting isn't really famous here. x"< [You'll know why if you study here... well... unless you study in an international school, that's a different story.]
But "river roads" are. >"D [I'm just kidding, but really, I bet you can never see those in any other countries.]
"reap what you sow" is actions and conclusions. Using sayings is just more of your pointless lecture. If they didn't want to be nice to me then why should I accept an apology of which it is a lie? If there is no upside then how can one stupid apology make me feel better from pain?
You make the "main point" lost. I try to exist and float where I think a safe haven would be. I don't attract those that want to wrong me, they come to me. Because of their constant existence, I can't keep a safe haven when someone ruins it for me.
Rather die or sleep forever but I can't have that ideal. I'm still here and still stuck with those around me that continue to do as they please and ruin what I find remotely enjoyable.
If you do care at all, what upside is there from you? You can't provide it with lectures and old sayings tossed thoughtlessly.
It's to think for yourself of what a visitor is. This is in plain English so start thinking to supply a reason. Being thoughtless on something like that is unacceptable nor is a simple reason good enough. Behind even simple reasons, there is something deeper to ponder.
We had a Swine Flu outbreak in my area about a month ago. Everyone was panicking, and if you so much as sneezed of coughed someone would always yell "Swine Flu!!" D: Luckily everyone got over that before the end of the year for the most part.
Umh~
3 other siblings? O_O Wow...
I have only an elder sister, and my house used to be like... a battle field... D"x Mom had to stop us from arguing with each other everytime [Actually, it was more like she tried to save me. x"D]
3 other siblings... D'x
Oh... I know he does care about his brother...
But still... ><
x'D I guessed you see it on Disney Channel too. x'D
I was like... "What the...?" when I saw it. x'D
Since like I said, it's not popular here. x"P
Hm~
Students in international schools here have more free time to do their stuff, unlike we students in national schools. >___> Plus, most people who go to those schools are usually from rich families. So Vietnamese people who you see on Disney Channel are usually those guys. x"P
Umh...people in Vietnam aren't as rich as you thought. x'D Well... actually, we're rich, but rich of friendliness. >D Hah!
The road in front of my house is a "river road". x"D
It's annoying sometimes, but most of the time, it's fun watching cars and scooters passing by. x'D It's also fun when walking on the street at that time. x'D
Uhm... Don't think so! xD
Aw, wow! That's so cool~! =^o^=
Ken is my twin's name... I'm, Ron w/ an a, Ran....
You can't tell of my safe haven if you'll slowly be with the people that ruin it. If you're part of the people the ruin my safe haven then you don't understand at all or even the slightest of means to be a competent visitor.
You are disregarding my thoughts as many others continue to do or continue to remain thinking in the wrong direction and refuse corrections. By many others, it's not just this place alone if you can't think beyond these walls.
I wonder if what can't be seen if beyond your walls of "justice". If you believe that being solo is a safe haven then aren't you a deathly fool like those people dearly mistaken. Being alone wouldn't require then want of Visitors. Ever thought that? I guess not if you choose to speak that way to me.
What I see are the results that continue to repeat. They won't change no matter what hope filled people would want to continue thinking. Being hope filled won't change people and they won't change what is the now. Just because someone bends backwards for another for one day, that one day will be gone like it never occurred.
If you think you're being forced then be like those that disappear and do so. Being forced is the pressure of facing something one lacks the full ability to face. In thinking they're being forced, the act isn't fully honest and true. In turn, that makes the action that person is trying to achieve its own lie.
That is my train of thought when both worlds lack honest people to carry out what they mean by words. Because they think it's easy to run away....it is their last attack before becoming meaningless object where they join the people that make them shine like they're real people....
I know my place because there is always someone there that defines it. What I can't do, what limitations there are. I already know my ability is in limits.
Just because I'm not some star college student with a goal like you is bothersome. You have a goal because you willingly want to.
Having expectations and those underlying false words of "Just do your best" are just darts that build up when fired at the same board. Escaping all that junk and mockery would be welcome to die from. But my place and limitations keep that action far away.
Goals are just for people that had that third person or event that changed them. Because of that one thing or person happened across their life, they can have a goal and change. Be it some story or reality, that is what is needed.
I do not see such influences so keep it in your mind when speaking with me that no such things happened and most likely won't happen. It is not a matter of thinking that as some mental problem you're making it out to be.
Accepting the constant reality created the solid thought. It isn't because the thought appeared that makes reality bend that way. Try thinking more but you must be too busy toward your goal.
Your family has nothing to do with being a visitor and that should never have been used for your side of your story. There is no such outer force that you seemingly imaged or some illusion you think can be a cushion for your safety.
The point of a visitor is free will. But people lack that because they want to draw in their thoughts to produce these counter measures. Progression beyond free will is a matter of what the visitor does. If that visitor were to stop then they're nothing to me because it is their choice to become nothings and fade out to people and things more important to them to cloud and create a barrier.
Watching from the outside is annoying when people continue to do the same things that cross me. It is not a matter of thinking you are on the outside, it is the course of actions by others that leads one to be on the outside.
And thanks... My lucks actually been turning around a little bit lately... Though still no job. D; The luck dust might help. =D Wow... I wouldn't mind two week long breaks, as long as we still had the summer off. xD; I'd hate being in school all year round.
That is true... Then again the media needed something to get ratings up and etc. since their haven't been that many good stories for them to share until more recently. And that's great they came out negative. :D I think it's kind of funny how everyone freaked out about Swine Flu when the regular flu has killed more people in a month then it has.
I know. x'D
Ah, yeah... Fees for studying at universities are expensive. That's why I'm trying to win a scholarship. ;___; But it's so hard... D'x *hic*
Umh~
Well... if you haven't, then when you are here, I will show them to you. >D
*glomps*
Be back soon~
x'3
You're back.....ish... ^^"
But at least you are able to come here again~
x'D
I must say not everyone has a goal or wants it.
for example, i don't really have a goal, maybe some minors like getting to level 20 in a game to equip a certain item...
some people just live free-minded without having to worry or think of a specific goal, think of the buddist monks who just enjoy life and meditate their whole live (i enjoy life =D).
i might have taken it wrong for what i've read so far between you two, but i just wanted to share a piece of my mind
Though, you’re generalizing “goal” as long term.
Example of a “short term” goal is “finishing a meal”.
Goal’s basically an action directed by a purpose.
Goal’s also a drive that makes people move forward.
So, how does Waltz “continue” without a goal?
If you enjoy life, then there’s a “source” of it, right?
To continue, your goal’s to preserve that source.
I...don’t think Buddhist monks are just “meditating”.
But, I don’t fully know them. So, I can’t judge.
I know goals can change, but they can’t just vanish.
Not until you “live your last breath”, they aren’t.
for example if i would have a goal, it would be not to worry about everything, live your life at it's best and enjoy it while you can...
but that doesn't drive me to move forward though...