Waltz
Oh what is this to be now? A drifter? You must be. Who else would honestly visit this dull corner. If you lost your way by all honesty, your way to freedom of this wasted area is at the bottom or top. Trusting to be the lazy sort, your top dressing room exit is up the sandbag rope of this stage.
Now then--what? You're still here? What more do you want? Brownie Girl scout cookies? Muffins? Cake?
. . .
Oh the devil, this isn't a bakery. Why would a ghost run one? I lack taste and be well enough to hand over some piece of decorated rock or those kitchen mistakes of too much salt instead of sugar.
Now shoo, go back to the wonderland you're
suppose to be going to.
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Join date:October 21, 2008 (16 years ago)
Profile last edited:December 14, 2010
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Last logged in:December 4, 2011
Birthday:April 26
You should start seeing that in my own helping way to keep the burden to myself. Just tired of people being clueless of even the plainest of things just because it isn't sugar coated.
So you want company, but yet you don't want to treat them nicely, and you can't have it if real life issues take precedence over their online time with you. Don't try to be an evil dictator on here, that's my job.
"I still find it offending that you and Wolf helped me but then you turned around to call me that...."
You were continuing to bother Chich when I thought we had reached an understanding, you deserved it. And I will joke about anything I want to.
And to this whole issue, I hope I don't add fuel to the fire.
I know you feel misunderstood because of your view.
You can be straightforward...or just let them figure it out.
You don't expect anything due to your fear of rejection.
But actually, you are. And others mostly can't meet these.
You are actually demanding something from us.
I've been busy but it's for a good reason - I'm working.
I'm currently a part-time assistant in a net cafe.
You'd think I'll have more log-in time, then... but I don't.
There are greater problems IRL that I've to deal with.
But you're accusing me of ignorance because I don't post.
I CAN'T post to all profiles - that's understandable.
Or @least, for me. But, why assume bad things to others?
It's actually a self-inflicting pain w/c spreads out.
You're actually hurting yourself, then the same to others.
I know you're different but paying respect won't hurt.
One'd be hurt thus defending himself, continuing the fight.
I wanted to help settle things here so I try my best.
If my best isn't enough...I honestly don't know anymore.
I don't hate you, I simply don't care.
And I'm not a mod, I don't have to be nice to you. Come to think of it, neither do they. Why not thank them for the effort they have made trying to help you?
Ah, my only shift is in the morning or 'til lunch time.
But then, I can't just be online as soon as I'm finished.
"Free time" doesn't only mean "log-in time", for me.
No faves but I guess, the ones I’m more acquainted with.
And I usually log-in to help the mods for the updates.
I see... you don’t want to be weakened by these things.
But for some, like me, I consider them as strengths.
Personally, that already guaranteed your personal failure.
You don’t have any goals, etc because you are afraid.
When you say being a dust, are you agreeing with them?
I know you’re hurt & you will be if you consent them.
I’ll try to understand your view, though mine’s different.
The least I can do is listen & not forcing you w/mine.
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aah... noone can beat DJ MaxieDamMax! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoo7GK54AZc
yea it kinda does make u tired ^^'
atm... i am... too tired to think clearly ...
I check my e-mail when I log-in but this is just OK.)
My emotions & bonds are strengths when I face problems.
If I don’t have them, I don’t think I can move on in life.
I have faced critical things, may be graver than you think.
But if I moped around and never took a step, I’ve lost.
If you believe it’s what you are, then that’s what you are.
Nothing will change if you yourself had a fixed view.
They are not your real friends if they do just ignore you.
I never meant you’re a failure – you just never tried.
Being nice means showing them that you care w/action.
I instead try to be the right person in gaining friends.
I know I, myself own a fair share of bad quirks and such.
I believe in good karma-it’s out of my grasp @times.
We’re alike; I don’t want sudden change esp. in my views.
I’m entitled & accountable for the things I duly believe.
You may not mean it but some were hurt by assumptions.
I don’t think assuming bad is the right thing to do ^^;
Anyhow, it’s been raining hard & the term will start soon.
I’ll be busy again so I’ll try to make items soon, too.
*points at your profile*
-throws a box of gingersnaps-
I tried to do right things though some don’t work out.
I don’t think that doing bad things will make the end fine.
I learn to accept things and move on from my failures.
The goals I’ve set aren’t for me, but for others - my family.
I’ll not live selfishly, only for ones who believed in me.
Even though some won’t, I’ll still continue to live anyway.
I may not have many friends but few real ones are OK.
My sis is like you, she wanted to be emotionless-unhuman.
But she’s still a human – one never meant to be alone.
I never wanted to pretend – being right means being true.
But I know I, myself, have faults that had hurt them.
So, I change for the better especially for me and for them.
Do you think it’s just alright for me if I pretended?
I was implying that like you, I’m not easily be swayed off.
So, the things that you said may be useless in the end.
They’ve done proving themselves, Waltz and it’s enough.
If you can’t agree with their reasons, then so be it.
But they’re not cowards or sorts because they backed off.
They don’t want to continue this chain of argument.
Acceptance and faith are one of major keys in agreement.
I brought this up as I want to clarify things I’ve said.
I told you I’ll be busy since being ignorant is uncalled for.
More than that, I was just having a nice chat w/you.
you say what colour your eyes have and i need to guess it and vice versa
It’s because you think they’re all pointless & unneeded.
Why will they go on if you don’t even recognize their views?
You think your point only matters - disregarding theirs.
I’m having a conversation w/you as I want to listen to you.
My point is to share my own perception & learn as well.
Conversation is a way to know & understand other people.
But I don’t necessarily want to convince you w/mine.
I don’t want you to believe things you don’t want to either.
I will not be convinced if I already have my own beliefs.
We must accept other people established their own beliefs.
They may be unlikable, but at least we respect & listen.
I mentioned that since pixelling is basically what I do here.
But if you don’t care then I’ll be gone for long to do so.
I’m pointing out that you’re responsible for your life.
You often say that whatever you do, it doesn’t end well.
But I think you yet to recognize your own mistakes.
If you do, then work on those, so there will be a change.
Don’t think everything will not be alright, like usual.
Your point does matter and you’re not completely wrong.
Though the way you say it is in an authoritative tone.
We’re entitled to our views. We can’t force one w/ours.
That’s why we learn to accept them & avoid conflict.
It is a fact that there are different people in the world.
But we can’t force them to change - it takes faith.
I am away when it occurred but I know what you’ve felt.
It’s quite a war even though everyone wants peace.
If I was there & nobody wants to lose then I’ll back off.
One has to have the initiative to decline in arguing.
You don’t have to be an artist so I can tell you about it.
If you aren’t interested, blame me for not knowing.
Though, I haven’t pixelled more items due to my colds.
So, I’ll be more or less than busy when I’m offline.
That is, proving with mere words won’t be good enough.
I think you, yourself know the things you need to work on.
It’s your decision. I’m not a ventriloquist to control you.
That tone can also backfire your intention of being heard.
But, it can’t be helped since it’s a conflict of views.
Ah, everybody wanted to help, so I appreciate the efforts.
But I know that those involved have the final say to it.
Oh yeah, it will be my first day of the new term, tomorrow.
I’m sure it will be eventful for the freshmen, I can’t wait.