Wolf_Blossom
*ish gonna be offline again*
Location: Philippines
Occupation: IE 4th year student
Faves: green, wolf, Hunter x Hunter, etc.
~♥ Avatar art by Aye
~♥ Wolf cub art by Chich
~♥ 2009 Bday gift art by Karin
â—„----- 2010 Bday gift art by Karin
QUOTE FOR THE DAY:
"We learn in the past, but we are not the result of that.
We suffered in the past, loved in the past, cried and
laughed in the past, but that's of no use to the present.
The present has its challenges, its good and bad side.
We can neither blame nor be grateful to the past for
what is happening now. Each new experience of love has
nothing to do with past experiences.
It's always new."
- Paulo Coelho (Aleph)
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Join date:September 8, 2008 (15 years ago)
Profile last edited:October 5, 2019
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Last logged in:January 23, 2013
Birthday:May 25
for example if i would have a goal, it would be not to worry about everything, live your life at it's best and enjoy it while you can...
but that doesn't drive me to move forward though...
And welcome back!! :D Are you feeling better?
I'm a nothing. I don't have this so called "true self" if the people I seek company in are just going to betray me and forget I even exist at all! Why should I welcome traitors with open arms when they're just leave me like everyone else or continue this feeling of nothing? Those I want as company just love to spread that nothingness. Because I can't even fit in their happy picture, because they don't want to include me, after what seemed like nice talks they love to turn around and make me a nothing while they go and inform their other friends.
I don't have a goal. Goals are to go forward and strive for something and that's how it was told and drilled like a stupid prayer. What this is isn't really "living" at all. Might as well drop dead till that day some random idiot shoot me or whatever. How is that even something? The only time its ever encouraged is thinking of suicide where people just find it their "obligation" to help. To live for what? To live to do what? They're not things to answer with your simple minded rules.
"Do your best" shouldn't be something to just believe in. Why think traitors are sincere after abandoning? Why think my enemies would lie in my face with these words when I would rather see them dead for confirming I'm a nothing. Thinking you've "been good" just to have them up and leave you without anything.
That's stupid to say "for their sake". For the sake of what? To make me a nothing? They don't have anything and were never a matter to consider and I never want to hear anything about them again. Why don't you go ahead and do that if that's your real intention? Choosing to give up just confirms ignorant weakness for being cowardly to show it later than now!
Yepp, I'm doing fine, thanks! It's meh birthday soons~ ^w^
How's youu? :3
But, you’re free to think you don’t any goal yet.
If I may ask, you wanted Waltz to be angry, then?
I just enjoy it when someone gives a piece of their mind in a super long post that's almost as long as the page...
it reminds me of an old friend of mine who TORTURED people with words... everythin he said turned personal, direct and hurtful although it was a subjective truth. it made everyone laugh with a sadistic humor
Um~
You just had an exam~ Relax ;D Don't make yourself work too hard. ;3
Talk about items...
My changing booth is a mess now. ;3;
But... since Karin has just got back, plus she has had enough work, I guess I'll wait... D=
Yayy, goodgood ^o^
I bet you did brilliantly~! ♥
Even if I were to just "exist" as a "thing", this is just turning to an empty void like everywhere else where I can't even feel welcomed despite the fact my enemies go silent, the whole place becomes silent.
If you forgot then what reason do you have talking to me besides continuing to bring up these things to speak of? All you seem to do is trigger the right words to bring up memories and more doubt of bothering to trust you or not. You're only helping the cycle even with your real life affairs.
How is it goal seeking when all that comes up is nothing?
Why should I tell it to myself? I sit in a cage or a place I want to be and don't want to be. Those traitors can't realize a thing when being so wrapped up with their problems to betray and run away at the drop of a hat it seems. Those that scatter about that cursed word called "friends" means nothing if they're just going to easily run away the moment they can't stand.
Giving up is stupid. They think that can solve everything yet when I pursue, they either act like idiots or suddenly turn nice and actual comply. For turning "nice" so suddenly, they're still idiots for thinking they can run away when I solved it myself for making them face me to start toward a solution without their false injustice getting in the way or busybody interference.
You don't come forward with your issues. What issues? You don't say or don't go into the slightest in depth of just a certain item. I don't care for the general family term. Family is what? A distraction? Someone died? People come up with an object to go with their excuse, not a vague topic that stretches over hundred other different avenues.
If the problems are more serious than anything, leave a note for everyone that bothers to think or "care" about you to say you will be away. That's some courtesy without going into the fine details.
Hmm... So am I. xD; But I'm sure whatever item you come up with will be great! You're such a good pixel artist. :'D
If it’s truth, he can @least try to speak it humbly.
This can only be enjoyable, since it’s not for you. :P
But anyway, I don’t mind if that’s what she feel.
Be happy for the tempoary "saving grace" of silence you're going to gain and I know you don't really give a concern or thought if I exist or die. You just see a problem so you'll be "happy" the problem "goes away".
Don't care about family because that is your issue. That is YOUR issue. Even if I were to care, I can't offer anything. I don't pray, go to church, or any of that so called holy blessings. I could say "I pray for your mom" but that would be a lie. I can say "I hope your mom gets well" but would you think of that as a lie as well?
Everyone is entitled to their opinions, why are mine just rubbish in this struggle when you can't agree with me. Small things in the past, I agreed with you. This being that wants to drill me with lectures till what? I turn into you?
If your family is a complete better reason, why not go away longer to put your full attention on them? Or is it because I'm just an utter nothing you tried to change while being busy with the others that really matter to you?
What are you trying to prove? Trying to prevent a suicide that will never happen? Trying to bring a rainbow while constantly contradicting and never supporting? The vast distance in "living" is already right there. Putting down things like family and "life" is an attempt to get it out of the way but you just want to bring it up in your counter measures.
You continue to break that one item, bringing family into matters. What's the point of apologizing and saying it was the wrong thing to do and yet you carry around with you as some golden badge?
Heh...but what is there really to talk about if all this were to "go away"? Art might as well burn, music is vast, and any breath of the word 'college' can go straight to hell. Whatever nice things there are would be gone anyway while being wrapped up in life's 'whatever's'. Out of sight and out of mind within time and the span of weak memories.
Why do you continue to speak with me if everything and everyone else is much more important?
I'm not going to be online for the whole week... D'x
Aww, goodgood, I'm still sure you did brilliantly~ ^^
School is v. boring, thank goodness for the Summer holiday~! 6 weeks, no work! (Yay!)
But my sisters' teachers gave her loads of homework for the Summer, which I think is really mean! :O
How are you doing? ^^
Aww, I hope that you will, too~ ^^
You deserve it! ♥
Relaxing helps you do work faster and better.
So I command you to RELAX! D"8
Um, I hope so. ;3;
D8 Relax first, then make pixel items! D=
A long nice sleep and a bunch of delicious food will do. ;D
Plus, playing games, watching A-M also inspires you, ya know? >D
That's good. And I'm sure you'll get a good score. :D
You're welcome! :3
And yeah! Especially now with getting ready for school again. D: *goes back 31st*
Kailee misses you! D:
Idiots that remain here and fine and dandy. Looking at Angerus, as an example, being around him enough honesty shows a somewhat dependable of a person to be around with. You are actually tolerable to moderately enjoy the company of....when you don't bring up useless things.
I doubt a "sorry" could balance out this mass of, as you put it, dehumanizing me. A sorry won't fix anything if you keep doing the same things afterwards. For continuing to do the same things, a sorry will never do and might as well die out of world language.
People supply rejection. You can't just do up into some one's face and say useless dreams of enlightenment. It won't change their surroundings for how they have experienced. It won't change the possibly end via suicide for being unable to find a place in the world to exist in. People are always in the way of that of which they find wrong.
Answer what is it that you're wasting your time to accomplish.
From a nice return note to this annoyance makes me want to wish you didn't fair well during that typhoon. Can't change anything now so go fix yourself for starting something.
Lastly, congrats to you on suriving college. I'll be plotting the end of mine.
*glomps till Wolf's can no longer breathe*
And cool~! Did you do well on the tests? I can bet it's good as you haven't been here for a long time, focusing on your test. D8
A-M? Anime and Manga. x"P
Mystery Case files...? 'w'
And wow! Cool. D8
I'm looking forward to your items!
... It must be related with "night", right? 8D
And uh... Are you okay, Wolf? ; ;
The Philippines had a big storm, right? ; ;
We were hit by that storm, too [Not here though].
The damage is serious, but I can bet it's better than there... ; ;
It's good to see you back!
Don't even start generalizing things. Disagreements are scattered, not a strong built upon annoyance after annoyance before they stupidly believe they're "smart" enough to think one way.
Why bother apologizing? I told you that won't fix your mess so do something else about it. You're suppose to be "smart" from doing oh so well in your "college".
Why don't you suggest idea on pulling the plug on the messed up drainage over there? People over there are resourceful, as so I imagine. Just fend of disease are you're golden.
Job...? D=
Oh... Hm... How do you play it? =")
FMA is good. x"P As for Reborn, it's still on my yet-to-be-watched list of anime. D8 *headdesks* My homework is killing me.
I SAW IT!
And it's SO BEAUTIFUL, Wolf. D8
*erases Wolf's username and puts on Edea Sorceress*
Now it's mine. 8D
D8...
Oh my...
I'm really sorry to hear that, Wolf...
; ;
*glomps*
Even in the city?
And I thought our country was suffering most... D;
...
So.. so... you won't go online here much, AGAIN? D8
My birthday was awesome, thankyou! ^O^
I'm ok, thankyou very much! I'm glad you're less busy. And yay, welcome back! ^O^
Right...that isn't something to build...
Sure, let's boat everyone with the disabled, the people that lie about being disabled, and the really messed up people. I'm sure the unreliable fits in your everyone.
Who said anything about one night? It's there and you know what to do. Time shouldn't be counted unless nothing happens and it sits there.
Sure....cooperation will surely cure the common cold too....
Glad everything's ok and you were just busy! >w<
*was a little worried* xD;
Congrats! :D
I'll have to start coming on here a bit more often then. ^-^
It was a nice start... but now college has me panicking because of midterm exams. x_x
Otherwise things have been pretty good. :3